- AIM : Speed up metabolism/maintain weight - frequent small meals/snacks - GOAL: 800 cals.
-Need to eat dinner with family tonight, even if I don't eat a lot, I *WILL* eat what they are eating and I *WILL* sit at the table with them and socialize - i'm tired of them complaining/worrying about my eating habits and I feel very guilty for distancing myself from them lately.  I love them and hurting myself is no excuse for hurting them, too.

Exercise:
-Walked approximately 6 miles
-Wore pedometer to work, tried to remain active (7428 steps during the time i was working)

Pills:
-2 Total Lean
-1 Green Tea Extract Pill
-6 "Grobust" Pills (I really miss my boobies, you guysssss, i'm trying to get them back without gaining weight -- has anyone used these and did they work for you??  so far my boobs feel kind of sore like before i get my period but i'm hoping that's cuz they're growing??)
-4 Hoodia
-1 Prozac

Breakfast:
-About 1/5 package frozen spinach (20 cals)
-2 Egg Whites (20 cals)
Genius decided that this would be good on a piece of toast (80 cals)
Total: 120 cals, could have done without the toast

Lunch:
-1 Lipton Chicken Noodle Cup-O-Soup (80 cals)
Total: 80
Grand Total: 200

Snacks:
-9 Quakes (60 cals)
-About 10 Baby carrots (50 cals?)
-Small Light/Fit Yogurt (45 cals)
-Sugar Free Jello (10 cals)
Total Snacky Cals: 165
Grand Total: 365

Dinner:
-10 Mini Raviolis (240 Cals)
-Tomato Sauce (I'm assuming 1/4 cup?...That's still a lot of sauce?   About 20 cals)
-Chicken cutlet, no skin (123 cals)
Total: 383
Grand Total: 748

If I get hungry again I might have something little like Sugar-Free Jello or something, but that's close enough to 800...Tomorrow is 1000...Meh.  A lot of food...But I will *NOT* gain tons of weight from eating a little more for a few days, and I need to teach myself this and try to fix my metabolism a little bit...damage control...